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“GO FIND YOUR INNER PEACE” he said... SO SHE DID.

Have you ever been through one of them experiences where everything in our life changes? Everything as we know it stops, shuts down, closes, ends, followed by an abyss of darkness. Driving us deep into a time when we think our way through that dark place. A time when our ego is in full control! All feelings have vanished. We’re numb. There's not a smidgen of that proverbial light at the end of the tunnel.

Not yet anyway.

There’s little choice. Or so we think. We keep on moving though, devoid of any feeling. In some cases lifetimes, years, maybe a few months, for some mere days, nonetheless a scary place to be at to say the least no?

That dreaded fear.

The Master has failed more times than the beginner has even tried.” Stephen McCranie

I'm not sure of the exact time I became aware that whatever was transpiring in my world was… well… way bigger than all of my 4 foot nothing. There were many, many signs that I did not recognise at first. How could I, when I was so deeply immersed in my ego? Well that changed rapidly.

Profoundly one fine Saturday morning in Johannesburg, South Africa, 19 April 2014 my life switched back on. Somebody pressed play. Literally. It was time for the next level. It was when I stepped into yet another reality. This time to start a cycle that made all others pale from been there done that into… this is pretty much the real deal, ride or die cycle! Once I latched onto the synchronicities there was no turning back so to speak.

My DJ journey.

Little did I "know" then where it would lead.

Memory has it though that there was an onslaught of feelings tossing around like an unleashed wild something. My DJ mentor and amazing artist himself, Dave Skinz, raised my awareness to the enthusiasm I had for DJíng. Enthusiasm. A magical word I’ve embraced the past four years. I still feel it every time I step into the magical music zone. Techno to be more specific. It was a feeling I quickly became addicted to. For the first time in a long long time something inside was coming into Love. I could feel it.

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